The past two weeks have been very difficult. My Meme, Papa and Aunt Carla were in town, which made things a little stressful. I love them very much but seeing as I have to do most of the stuff around the house it was a lot of extra work. Also, Meme and Papa just don't really understand what Mom is going through. She pushed herself a lot that week to do stuff but they just don't get why she is so tired and that she doesn't feel well. They just don't cope with it very well. That Thursday was my Mom's birthday. We had 16 people at the house so it was a little crowded, but nice to see everyone.
That is a picture, obviously, of my Mom and I on her birthday. Holidays are really hard lately because I don't know if it will be the last one with my mom. 4th of July for some reason was really hard on me, all I could think about was that she might not be there to watch the parade next year. On a positive note for her birthday I gave Erin and Jay their wedding present and they loved it. :-) I made them a scrapbook of their dating time and it also included all of the wedding stuff. They said it was the best wedding present they got so that made me really happy. :-)
Last week... oohhhhh last week... My mom was very depressed from everything going on plus my Meme and Papa left early. I don't really want to say on here specifically what happened, but it was bad and it was heart breaking (if you want to know just call me, I just don't want to write it on here for anyone to see). It seems that this week is looking better so hopefully we are on the up.
I GET TO SEE NICK THIS WEEKEND!!! I am EXTREMELY excited because I am going to College Station to see him and then Saturday we are going to Houston to see The Producer's (it's my anniversary present :-)). I am really excited because although I LOVE seeing him here in Dallas, we don't have a lot of alone time because he wants to see his family as well (which is of course a good thing-- just saying the reason for why we don't have a lot of alone time here). I'm also going to be helping him move ANNNNDDDDD I get to see Lauren!!! We are having dinner Mon. night. This promises to be a WONDERFUL weekend.
I have been trying to get prepared for my classroom. I feel like I am way behind but I know I am ahead. It's just the perfectionist in me coming out. I am REALLLY excited though!!! I know it will be stressful, but it's finally here. I have been waiting about 7 years for this. To have my own classroom, and it's almost here!!! :-)
That's it for now I guess. Just wanted to do a little update. I hope all of you are doing wonderfully. I miss each of you terribly.
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