Do you ever stop and wonder how you got to where you are? I'm not saying where I am is bad, I think it is rather good actually, but NO WHERE near where I thought I would be five, seven, even a year and a half ago. There are many things I wish I could change that I did, but then I always think that those things made me me, and even though I hate that I did them, I had to learn from them right? With everything that has happened in my life I have to believe that things happen for a reason. This has to be true or I don't think I would be able to make it through life. I know that some things are just so horribly bad that it is hard to see but God must have a reason. Sometimes I can't see them at all and those are times I make a mental note to ask Him at the pearly gates. I wonder why people say pearly gates, I say that, but I picture them being gold. Interesting.. I wonder if that is stated somewhere in the Bible.
On that note I am going to read Harry Potter and go to bed. The title of this post is how I am feeling this week. My spirits are low but I am trying to keep them high. I don't know exactly how to do that, but I am trying.
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